How should I feel about someone HAVING to know about my surgery out of necessity? My boyfriend's mum has managed to find out about my band, without my wanting her to. My bf blabbed to her about it before the op...and now we've come down for 4 nights...we had to tell her because I can't eat the food she would normally serve.
So she had to make me a separate meal tonight, completely liquid. It was very nice actually. But it's so awkward sitting around the table with mum, dad, sister. And they're eating rice and fish cakes and normal food. And I'm having liquid...As far as I know only his mum knows, but what must his dad and sister think? I've always eaten normally around them. Even tho I find that their portion sizes are teeny. I just find it completely awkward that his mum had to know about it. I have been very select about who I've told. Just annoys me. *sigh
Oh & I won't be able to weigh myself until friday when I get home, which is my official weigh-in day anyways. It's gonna be weird not weighing myself. I've been stuck on 105.7kg for a few days now but uh...I've had a big bowel movement today and I'm sure i'd be a whole lot lighter now...But I can't weigh myself!!!!!! It's ok, only 3 days. And I get to go on mushies on friday too! exciting times :D
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